baar baar us ke dar pah jaataa huu;N
;haalat ab i.z:tiraab kii sii hai

1) time after time I go to her door
2) my condition now is of something like agitation/distraction


i.z:tiraab : 'Agitation, perturbation, restlessness, distraction, anxiety, anguish, trouble, chagrin; precipitation; flurry'. (Platts p.59)



On the special status of this ghazal, see {485,1}.

Here's a fine example of an 'A,B' verse: two brief, semantically independent statements, for which we have to make our own decision about the 'connection' between them. They might both be describing the same situation (the speaker could be reporting his symptoms to a friend, or even a physician). Or one of them might be the cause of the other: If (1) is the cause and (2) the effect, then my repeatedly going to her door (and, apparently, never being admitted) causes me to become agitated. If (2) is the cause and (1) is the effect, then it's my agitation that causes me to go again and again to her door.

In either case the speaker seems barely to know what's going on. He's agitated, anxious, unable to settle down. An ordinary person in such a state would tap his foot or twist his fingers or automatically, instinctively, pace the floor. But the speaker has his own form of agitation: he automatically, instinctively, helplessly, keeps going to the beloved's door. That initial baar baar makes a powerful beginning; it almost sounds like someone pounding on a door.