Ghazal 190, Verse 8

{190,8}

bekasiihaa-e shab-e hijr kii va;hshat hay hay
saayah ;xvurshiid-e qiyaamat me;N hai pinhaa;N mujh se

1) the wildness/madness/fear of the helplessnesses of the night of separation-- alas!
2) shadow/shade/shelter is hidden in the sun of Doomsday, from me

Notes:

va;hshat : 'A desert, solitude, dreary place;--loneliness, solitariness, dreariness;--sadness, grief, care;--wildness, fierceness, ferocity, savageness; barbarity, barbarism;--timidity, fear, fright, dread, terror, horror;--distraction, madness'. (Platts p.1183)

 

saayah : 'Shadow, shade; shelter, protection; apparition, spectre; influence (of an evil spirit)'. (Platts p.631-32)

Nazm:

That is, having become mad/wild from the helplessness and sorrow of the night of separation, my shadow has fled from me, and has gone and hid in the sun of Doomsday. Although shadow flees from sun, my shadow has fled from me in such a way that it became hidden in the sun-- and in the sun of Doomsday. (213)

== Nazm page 213

Bekhud Dihlavi:

He says, from the sorrow and helplessness of the night of grief, my shadow showed madness/wildness toward me and fled in such a way, and felt fear to such an extent, that it went and hid in the sun of Doomsday. Besides the fact that the shadow flees from sun, my shadow was in such flight from me that it went and hid in the sun of Doomsday. (272-73)

Bekhud Mohani:

This is like the proverbial case when someone would advance a knife toward a goat, and from extreme fear and agitation and panic it would flee toward a wolf. The point is that the end/conclusion of this night will be when the sun of Doomsday would emerge. In this way he has expressed a famous idea. (373)

FWP:

SETS
NIGHT/DAY: {1,2}
QIYAMAT: {10,11}
SUN: {10,5}

Is it 'the' shadow-- my own personal shadow-- or even more radically, is it 'Shadow' or 'Shade' itself that is fleeing and hiding from me? Both possibilities are open.

But even more intriguingly, why is (the) shadow fleeing and hiding? The versatility of va;hshat is perfect; here are some of the possibilities that it opens up:

= The shadow is 'fearful' of the 'helplessnesses' that the 'night of separation' imposes on me, and doesn't want to share them. Perhaps the absolute darkness of my night deprives the shadow of any existence (since there's no light to define and reveal it). Perhaps it's afraid that where I am, dawn will never come.

= The shadow has actually been driven 'mad' by the 'helplessnesses' of that terrible night, so that it's running frantically away in what is surely a suicidal direction.

= I myself am 'wild', mad, ferociously and primitively violent, in the 'helplessnesses' of that terrible night, to the point that even my own shadow fears to remain in my company, and flees at all costs.

= Even in the darkness of night I can find no shelter, no rest, no coolness of 'shade' or comfort-- the darkness itself torments me. It seems that my 'helplessnesses are so profound that all 'shade' has fled from me, and I'll find no peace, no 'shelter', till Doomsday.

Why 'helplessnesses', rather than merely 'helplessness'? Ghalib is fond of these pluralized abstractions; for more examples, see {1,2}.

And of course, the 'sun of Doomsday' will be of such irresistible and compelling power that it will annihilate all shadow. So as Bekhud Mohani observes, for the shadow to flee toward this certain annihilation, and hide in it as a refuge, is like a goat fleeing toward a wolf. By a most powerful use of implication, the image establishes the far greater terrifyingness of the (lover in his) 'night of separation'.

The dangerous powers of human thought, especially thought about va;hshat , are well established; for the locus classicus, see {5,4}. Perhaps it's not surprising that the shadow is desperate to get away.