With my mother's permission
and blessings, I set off exultantly for Bombay, leaving my wife with a
baby of a few months. But on arrival there, friends told my brother that
the Indian Ocean was rough in June and July, and as this was my first voyage,
I should not be allowed to sail until November. Someone also reported that
a steamer had just been sunk in a gale. This made my brother uneasy, and
he refused to take the risk of allowing me to sail immediately. Leaving
me with a friend in Bombay, he returned to Rajkot to resume his duty. He
put the money for my travelling expenses in the keeping of a brother-in-law,
and left word with some friends to give me whatever help I might need.
Time hung heavily on my hands
in Bombay. I dreamt continually of going to England.
Meanwhile my caste-people were
agitated over my going abroad. No Modh Bania had been to England up to
now, and if I dared to do so, I ought to be brought to book! A general
meeting of the caste was called and I was summoned to appear before it.
I went. How I suddenly managed to muster up courage I do not know. Nothing
daunted, and without the slightest hesitation, I came before the meeting.
The Sheth--the headman of the community--who was distantly related to me
and had been on very good terms with my father, thus accosted me:
'In the opinion of the caste,
your proposal to go to England is not proper. Our religion forbids voyages
abroad. We have also heard that it is not possible to live there without
compromising our religion. One is obliged to eat and drink with Europeans!'
To which I replied: 'I do not
think it is at all against our religion to go to England. I intend going
there for further studies. And I have solemnly promised to my mother to
abstain from three things you fear most. I am sure the vow will keep me
'But we tell you,' rejoined
the Sheth, 'that it is not possible to keep our religion there.
You know my relations with your father and you ought to listen to my advice.'
'I know these relations,' said
I. 'And you are as an elder to me. But I am helpless in this matter. I
cannot alter my resolve to go to England. My father's friend and adviser,
who is a learned Brahman, sees no objection to my going to England, and
my mother and brother have also given me their permission.'
'But will you disregard the
orders of the caste?'
'I am really helpless. I think
the caste should not interfere in the matter.'
This incensed the Sheth. He
swore at me. I sat unmoved. So the Sheth pronounced his order: 'This boy
shall be treated as an outcaste from today. Whoever helps him or goes to
see him off at the dock shall be punishable with a fine of one rupee four
The order had no effect on me,
and I took my leave of the Sheth. But I wondered how my brother would take
it. Fortunately he remained firm and wrote to assure me that I had his
permission to go, the Sheth's order notwithstanding.
The incident, however, made
me more anxious than ever to sail. What would happen if they succeeded
in bringing pressure to bear on my brother? Supposing something unforeseen
happened? As I was thus worrying over my predicament, I heard that a Junagadh
vakil was going to England, for being called to the bar, by a boat sailing
on the 4th of September. I met the friends to whose care my brother had
commended me. They also agreed that I should not let go the opportunity
of going in such company. There was no time to be lost. I wired to my brother
for permission, which he granted. I asked my brother-in-law to give me
the money. But he referred to the order of the Sheth and said that he could
not afford to lose caste. I then sought a friend of the family and requested
him to accommodate me to the extent of my passage and sundries, and to
recover the loan from my brother. The friend was not only good enough to
accede to my request, but he cheered me up as well. I was so thankful.
With part of the money I at once purchased the passage. Then I had to equip
myself for the voyage. There was another friend who had experience in the
matter. He got clothes and other things ready. Some of the clothes I liked
and some I did not like at all. The necktie, which I delighted in wearing
later, I then abhorred. The short jacket I looked upon as immodest. But
this dislike was nothing before the desire to go to England, which was
uppermost in me. Of provisions also I had enough and to spare for the voyage.
A berth was reserved for me by my friends in the same cabin as that of
Sjt. Tryambakrai Mazmudar, the Junagadh vakil. They also commended me to
him. He was an experienced man of mature age and knew the world. I was
yet a stripling of eighteen without any experience of the world. Sjt. Mazmudar
told my friends not to worry about me.
I sailed at last from Bombay
on the 4th of September.