2. WITH GOKHALE IN POONA
The moment I reached Bombay,
Gokhale sent me word that the Governor was desirous of seeing me, and that
it might be proper for me to respond before I left for Poona. Accordingly
I called on His Excellency. After the usual inquiries, he said:
'I ask one thing of you. I would
like you to come and see me whenever you propose to take any steps concerning
'I can very easily give the
promise, inasmuch as it is my rule, as a Satyagrahi, to understand the
viewpoint of the party I propose to deal with, and to try to agree with
him as far as may be possible. I strictly observed the rule in South Africa,
and I mean to do the same here.'
Lord Willingdon thanked
me and said:
'You may come to me whenever
you like, and you will see that my Government do not wilfully do anything
To which I replied: 'It is that
faith which sustains me.'
After this I went to Poona.
It is impossible for me to set down all the reminiscences of this precious
time. Gokhale and the members of the Servants of India Society overwhelmed
me with affection. So far as I recollect, Gokhale had summoned all of them
to meet me. I had a frank talk with them all, on every sort of subject.
Gokhale was very keen that I
should join the Society, and so was I. But the members felt that as there
was a great difference between my ideals and methods of work and theirs,
it might not be proper for me to join the Society. Gokhale believed that
in spite of my insistence on my own principles, I was equally ready and
able to tolerate theirs.
'But,' he said, 'the members
of the Society have not yet understood your readiness for compromise. They
are tenacious of their principles, and quite independent. I am hoping that
they will accept you, but if they don't, you will not for a moment think
that they are lacking in respect or love for you. They are hesitating to
take any risk lest their high regard for you should be jeopardised. But
whether you are formally admitted as a member or not, I am going to look
upon you as one.'
I informed Gokhale of my intentions.
Whether I was admitted as a member or not, I wanted to have an Ashram where
I could settle down with my Phoenix family, preferably somewhere in Gujarat,
as, being a Gujarati, I thought I was best fitted to serve the country
though serving Gujarat. Gokhale liked the idea. He said: 'You should certainly
do so. Whatever may be the result of your talks with the members, you must
look to me for the expenses of the Ashram, which I will regard as my own.'
My heart overflowed with joy.
It was a pleasure to feel free from the responsibility of raising funds,
and to realize that I should not be obliged to set about the work all on
my own, but that I should be able to count on a sure guide whenever I was
in difficulty. This took a great load off my mind.
So the late Dr. Dev was summoned
and told to open an account for me in the Society's books, and to give
me whatever I might require for the Ashram and for public expenses.
I now prepared to go to
Shantiniketan. On the eve of my departure Gokhale arranged a party of selected
friends, taking good care to order refreshments of my liking, i.e.,
fruits and nuts. The party was held just a few paces from his room, and
yet he was hardly in a condition to walk across and attend it. But his
affection for me got the better of him, and he insisted on coming. He came,
but fainted and had to be carried away. Such fainting was not a new thing
with him, and so when he came to, he sent word that we must go on with
This party was of course no
more than a conversazione in the open space opposite the Society's
guest-house, during which friends had heart-to-heart chats over light refreshments
of groundnuts, dates, and fresh fruits of the season.
But the fainting fit was to
be no common event in my life.